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Oct. 15th, 2007 | 11:58 am
mood: 
hopeful
music: Cinderella - Tata Young
Wooohooooo! Im more confident in my chemistry now! I felt a sense of accomplishment yesterday night because i finally know how to solve chemical equations! I did it with my own ability although it took me for quite some time on a particular equation. But, my joy and confidence decreased when i was very excited to ask my siblings helped me went through, they said they forgotten or "im bad in this". :'( But nevermind, i knew i was right so yeah, im just happy for myself. Woooohooooo! :D
Self- study starts today and okay, my attention span is rather short as can see, im here online-ing. HAHA. Nevermind, continue soon! Wooooohooooo!
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Oct. 12th, 2007 | 05:36 pm
mood: 
sleepy
music: Say goodbye
School has ended today.
I kind of feeling unbearable but whenever i thought of the new principal, i count myself lucky to graducate this year. I do not like the sight of this new principal maybe because i have under Dolly and Das for my last five years so it feels kind of strange to acknowledge a new principal. Anyway, i just feel that St' Joseph's Convent is going to be so strange for me after this year. Moreover, im not going to go back whatever my results are because the syllabus will be different and i have enough of 5 years in school.
When i looked back my school just now, i kept on thinking," Can i believe it? Today is the last day of my school curriculum." After spending my 5 years in school, i only left a page to write my life in secondary school. Saddening it may be but i cant avoid it. It is part of life and life still goes on. There will be more for us to see in future. Just like others said," Friends come and go and we'll meet new ones every now and then", it is that same logic. This is only a beginning. From a small girl to young lady, i feel a lot whenever i see those sec1s, compared to us. We changed.
Finally, i will have to end my 10 years of CHIJ girl. Now i realise everything is so brief.
After all, i never regret studying in St' Joseph's Convent because it brings me friends that is too good to be true.
"Friends come and go" but i hope we will still stay the same. :)
I guess it is time for me to have some self- discipline.
Time is running short.
I do not want to regret in my life for which i want to do and go, end up at somewhere else.
I cant wait for my trio rainbow with seven colours birthday celebration! It is going to be fun i believe. :) I miss them.
I kind of feeling unbearable but whenever i thought of the new principal, i count myself lucky to graducate this year. I do not like the sight of this new principal maybe because i have under Dolly and Das for my last five years so it feels kind of strange to acknowledge a new principal. Anyway, i just feel that St' Joseph's Convent is going to be so strange for me after this year. Moreover, im not going to go back whatever my results are because the syllabus will be different and i have enough of 5 years in school.
When i looked back my school just now, i kept on thinking," Can i believe it? Today is the last day of my school curriculum." After spending my 5 years in school, i only left a page to write my life in secondary school. Saddening it may be but i cant avoid it. It is part of life and life still goes on. There will be more for us to see in future. Just like others said," Friends come and go and we'll meet new ones every now and then", it is that same logic. This is only a beginning. From a small girl to young lady, i feel a lot whenever i see those sec1s, compared to us. We changed.
Finally, i will have to end my 10 years of CHIJ girl. Now i realise everything is so brief.
After all, i never regret studying in St' Joseph's Convent because it brings me friends that is too good to be true.
"Friends come and go" but i hope we will still stay the same. :)
I guess it is time for me to have some self- discipline.
Time is running short.
I do not want to regret in my life for which i want to do and go, end up at somewhere else.
I cant wait for my trio rainbow with seven colours birthday celebration! It is going to be fun i believe. :) I miss them.
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Oct. 9th, 2007 | 08:32 pm
mood: 
sick
Im so sick. :'(
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One of the best thing in my life.
Oct. 6th, 2007 | 12:05 pm
mood: 
hungry
Today is the start of my hardcore mugging! Just two more weeks to O's. Just two more weeks!
Yesterday i was really touched by Janet Tan. I thought my clique would not bothered to come to school but i was so surprised that Janet waited for me outside the school bustop! I was really touched but i denied in the morning because i did not know what to say. I was thinking in the morning if i didnt came to school and Janet was waiting for me, how cruel i can be. I know she dread to go for her history lesson but she came because she knew i would be alone the whole day. I love her because she is always there when i need someone. I really dont know what to say but im really touched by her. Because she accompanied me yesterday, i decided to treat her Jacks Place when i get my first pay. It is the first time i treat her such a big one. Haha. I still remember the milo incident during recess! You blur one. Hahaha.
I love Ciyun too. She knews my clique would not be present, she asked me to join them during recess when i did not say anything. Come to think of it, im really fortunate to meet them because they are always there. Imagine one day my life without them? It will not happen. :) I'll maintain our friendships between each other. Thanks girls!
Yesterday i was really touched by Janet Tan. I thought my clique would not bothered to come to school but i was so surprised that Janet waited for me outside the school bustop! I was really touched but i denied in the morning because i did not know what to say. I was thinking in the morning if i didnt came to school and Janet was waiting for me, how cruel i can be. I know she dread to go for her history lesson but she came because she knew i would be alone the whole day. I love her because she is always there when i need someone. I really dont know what to say but im really touched by her. Because she accompanied me yesterday, i decided to treat her Jacks Place when i get my first pay. It is the first time i treat her such a big one. Haha. I still remember the milo incident during recess! You blur one. Hahaha.
I love Ciyun too. She knews my clique would not be present, she asked me to join them during recess when i did not say anything. Come to think of it, im really fortunate to meet them because they are always there. Imagine one day my life without them? It will not happen. :) I'll maintain our friendships between each other. Thanks girls!
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Sep. 20th, 2007 | 09:40 pm
mood: 
blank
music: You are the one i love
I know it is really a little too belated but happy birthday girl. :) We were celebrating Janet's birthday at Kbox and like i said," I dont know if im able to celebrate your birthday together again but i still give you my best wishes every year, this month and this day." Loves.
Got to know my sciences practical shedule and damn it, im at shift 4 when the reporting time is 1230pm. Why must it be at afternoon?! I totally do not have the mood for exams in the afternoon man but O's is going to be held in afternoon this year. Rahhhhh.
26 September and 12 October to the O's, there will be no school for Sec4s and 5s! 2 more weeks and i'll leave school! Graducation prayer will be held next week and i wonder how will it be like. Time flies, it seems that i just took my N's and now, the batch behind me is taking it. It seems that i just took my N's and now, my O's is coming real soon! Damn it, time flies really fast. I wonder where i'll be landed up next year. Compare myself to a 13, 14, 15 years old girls, im really getting old. I keep on recap the times i Sec 1 till now i Sec 5, there is really a big differences and changes. Like a teacher said today," From the time you got into this school until now you are leaving... ..."
Tmr is going to be another boring day! 5 periods of Geography and English! Dinner tmr with clique at compass point :)
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I love yesterday :)
Sep. 9th, 2007 | 01:47 pm
mood: 
cheerful
Yesterday i spent a great time at my aunt house! Supposingly, the lady luck should be on my cousin and my mum because they were the birthday girls but yet, it turned out to be Wenda and i were the day winners! Wooohoooooo. It seemed that only we two have 2 Bingo cards luck. Hehheh.
Dinner was delicious and cake was marvellous! I really enjoyed A LOT! :D
Thanks for all that happened yesterday guys! :)
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Let it go when you cant hold on anymore.
Sep. 7th, 2007 | 03:56 pm
mood: 
tired
music: Their love story
I have been trying very hard to get me focus on my studies this few weeks but i still not prepared for the O's. I abandon my leisure times with friends and mug my way until the O's. I really envy those friends of mine who can still afford to go out and have fun. I guess i can have all my freedom back after O's and that'll be 6nov. Soon, we'll be graducating offically from secondary school and i really couldnt imagine where i'll be next year. I realised my friends were writing those mushy mushy words in their blog but i leave it until when i really graducated from sjc.
My temper is getting better maybe because O's is getting nearer and im trying very hard to control it. But, there are still some irritating people who trying to make me lose my cool. Whenever i go out and study, they wont believe i will study and as if i will play even though im alone! Think i dare to self- entertain outside? More worse is that people tend to pour wet blanket and you really really study very hard. It turns me off badly. Why cant you all understand that i cannot study at home?! Why cant you all let me be what i want for now?!
I guess i can hardly online now because my brother and sister are using computer every now and then but that is an advantage to me. Anyway, i also wont be at home most of the times as i will be spending my days outside.
Thankfully, next week i do not have any school and able to rush early for places in library! Just few more weeks and i'll be done! Seriously, i find there is no wrong to rush for proper seats early in the morning. All is because i want a proper place to study so i dont care what others said to me because it is only for these 2 months. Haha, sorry minmin, i still will be chionging for places again. For my sake of studies, i willing to do anything that benefits me.
Mum birthday is coming 3 days time! Advance happy birthday mum! Tomorrow hope you have fun at aunt house and of course, hope that you will win a lot more money when playing bingo. May lady luck shines on you tmr! Same goes to my cousin who birthday falls in 6 days time! :D
As people know each other better, all the bad things start to get annoying and the good things will end up taken for granted. This is really a nice quote i saw in Ciyun blog. :)
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Aug. 30th, 2007 | 05:28 pm
mood: cheerful
music: Walk away - Kelly clarkson
I heard felicia is back to Singapore! I miss you girl. :)
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Aug. 9th, 2007 | 05:05 pm
mood: 
gloomy
Today is national day and here im at home. I just couldnt imagine what'll it be like to be at esplanda and come to think of if, i wouldnt want myself to be in the crowd and been squeeze most of the times. Anyway, hope our NDP girls will perform successfully tonight. All the best GIRLS! :)
Just now i was damn annoyed by my sister. She maligned me the things i never did at all and so i broke down.Cant she just use her brain for once?! Her brain was useless i swear! The tension in the house was so hard to breathe that i went down stairs for some time.
Chinese O's result is releasing on monday! Im so nervous for that! :( O's English Oral is at 22 Aug too! Damn it. We are going to be damn busy i swear! Study study study! GOGOGO!
Lets talk about yesterday.
They claimed i was a 贤妻良母！ ROARRRRRRRRRRR!
Had national day celebration in school. For once, i was st' elis betrayer because i joined st' emilie. Haha. Afterall, it was rather fun. We were so sooooo high when it was inter-house cheers competition. The most funny part is when all the lights were closed, we threw all the things we saw to other houses including bottlecap, sweets, papers and so on. There was this small bottle threw and hit Kongrui and we opened up and pour out the rice grains. Rachel lim took some and threw it on us. Haha, wth! Many of them saw stuffs were flying there and here. Haha! I had fun and the cute part was seeing everyone reaction after that. This brightened up my day first thing in the morning. Thanks to Michelle, Iryani, Nadiah, Kongrui and Rachel. School ended at almost 11am. Mrs Ong asked us to prepare tissues on monday because we did badly for math prelim. I was so scared until now. :( National day gift was six highligters again but at least it is useable. Haha.
Went home prepared and met Minmin and Maylene at compass 3pm. Went mos burger because minmin was hungry. Maylene came and went to PS. Janet and Ciyun watched finished their "Secret" and claimed that it was a nice movie. Trained down to Marina and there was ALOT of people there waiting for bus 400 as well. After 45mins of waiting, we decided to go boon keng one instead. There is a free shuttle bus to take us there but we have to share that small bus with a group of guys. Although it was so, we never hid our nonsenses. The van was filled with our laughters and i tell you, the guys started to talk loudly as well. Wth! Finally reached. Had steamboat dinner and because we cant finished it, we decided to play a game to finish a bowl of food we put in. I kana 2 times, Ciyun and Maylene once. Maylene was a loser cause she cant finished! Haha. Headed down to boon keng mrt station and Maylene, Janet and I were singing aloud while walking. Im really glad that they had fun like i did and okay, it was not wasted the effort after all. Another dinner again, okay? THANKS GIRLS FOR THE DAY! :D
Just now i was damn annoyed by my sister. She maligned me the things i never did at all and so i broke down.Cant she just use her brain for once?! Her brain was useless i swear! The tension in the house was so hard to breathe that i went down stairs for some time.
Chinese O's result is releasing on monday! Im so nervous for that! :( O's English Oral is at 22 Aug too! Damn it. We are going to be damn busy i swear! Study study study! GOGOGO!
Lets talk about yesterday.
They claimed i was a 贤妻良母！ ROARRRRRRRRRRR!
Had national day celebration in school. For once, i was st' elis betrayer because i joined st' emilie. Haha. Afterall, it was rather fun. We were so sooooo high when it was inter-house cheers competition. The most funny part is when all the lights were closed, we threw all the things we saw to other houses including bottlecap, sweets, papers and so on. There was this small bottle threw and hit Kongrui and we opened up and pour out the rice grains. Rachel lim took some and threw it on us. Haha, wth! Many of them saw stuffs were flying there and here. Haha! I had fun and the cute part was seeing everyone reaction after that. This brightened up my day first thing in the morning. Thanks to Michelle, Iryani, Nadiah, Kongrui and Rachel. School ended at almost 11am. Mrs Ong asked us to prepare tissues on monday because we did badly for math prelim. I was so scared until now. :( National day gift was six highligters again but at least it is useable. Haha.
Went home prepared and met Minmin and Maylene at compass 3pm. Went mos burger because minmin was hungry. Maylene came and went to PS. Janet and Ciyun watched finished their "Secret" and claimed that it was a nice movie. Trained down to Marina and there was ALOT of people there waiting for bus 400 as well. After 45mins of waiting, we decided to go boon keng one instead. There is a free shuttle bus to take us there but we have to share that small bus with a group of guys. Although it was so, we never hid our nonsenses. The van was filled with our laughters and i tell you, the guys started to talk loudly as well. Wth! Finally reached. Had steamboat dinner and because we cant finished it, we decided to play a game to finish a bowl of food we put in. I kana 2 times, Ciyun and Maylene once. Maylene was a loser cause she cant finished! Haha. Headed down to boon keng mrt station and Maylene, Janet and I were singing aloud while walking. Im really glad that they had fun like i did and okay, it was not wasted the effort after all. Another dinner again, okay? THANKS GIRLS FOR THE DAY! :D
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Jul. 18th, 2007 | 06:55 pm
mood: 
grumpy
I finally have the iPod nano! Weeeheeeee! Just as I wished, Im able to give her total of $200 when I get my first payday. Im kind of lazy to update but haocai asked me to change the information so yeah, i changed.
I hate 2007! It is not a good year for me and my friends. ALOT of things happened and seriously, Im just fuck up about it. I hate teachers now. They are unreasonable, hyprocrites, backstabbers, hurt students dignity and biased. They can actually twist and turn the story and push ALL the blame to students when the students are innocent in the first place. Mrs P was REALLY nice because she do not want us to have black record for the things we did not do, she tried to talk sense to other teachers, and ESPECIALLY that Ms L. Because of that, we missed ss ORP and that Mrs L was so unreasonable that she did not even want to listen to our explanation and claimed that we were just not interested in ss & moreover, made us lose face infront of other class and treated it as though we have no dignity. We were so fucked up towards her because she handled it so childishly. Luckily, Mrs P helped us to talk sense to her but alright, maybe we were wrong in some ways but she was just so unreasonable and did know even know the suitation we were in that time! The priority was to get out from the frying pan because this suitation involves teachers and principals to get involve to handle it and what is more important?! We were so fucked up lah because she did not even understand our stand and refused to give us that ss paper.
There is just one thing that keep on going through my mind: Lets get the O's done and over with and get out of this school! My last year seems to be like a saddening one but what can I do? Teachers against us and blow up a small matter for nothing. Damn it.
Okay, talked about something else. Friday we have to wear ethnic costume to school to celebrate racial harmony. Most likely, Im not going to school because I do not have ethnic costume. Anyway, it doesnt matter because it is just a waste of time to do orp so i might as well study at home.
Alright, I have to go now. Update weeks later! :)
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Jul. 9th, 2007 | 05:52 pm
mood: good
Did my chinese O's oral just now and i did not to the perfect, not to the distinction. I was playing with Maylene while others had their turns and when it was my turn, i freaked out and got so nervous like nobody business. My reading was okay but my conversation pulled my marks down for sure. It was about environmental issue and i came up with ridiculous examples. Damn it lah, i was so nervous. Finally ended at 4plus. I hope i can pass cause there's no another day to redo everything again, so just hope i can pass. :) Today that Mr yeo ah... gave me wrong infos and caused all the unwanted stuffs. Piang eh... Lol.
I was supposed to update my conversation with my fishball yesterday but didnt have the time to do it. So yeah, it went on like this...
Yun: I nw eating fishball!
Me: Haha, eat somemore! i also want. LOL.
Yun: No more. my mummy take 3 fishballs for me nia. The rest at kitchen, lazy take.
Me: Hahaha! Im hungry!!
Yun: Yummy fishballs
Me: Rahhh, i bite you tmr ah. You look like fishball. haha.
Yun: Lol. Dont want go near you tmr.
Me: Okok, nvm, i go near you. Lol.
Yun: Wth! I will run away from you.
Me: I go chase you. haha.
Yun: See my nick. (Im going to skip school tmr.)
Me: Haha, i skip with you then i go your house. Hahaha.
Yun: I blogged.
Me: Our privacy eh. Lol.
Yun: Our Privacy?? NO! I then dont want privacy with you lei.
Me: Haha, too bad! You are mine!!! Haha, Come on, face the reality, im a man. Hahaha.
Yun: See my nick. (Jojo is a man?!)
Me: Yes, im a transexual since i was 4 years old. Hahaha. So, you are mine!!!
Yun: Your head.
Me: Im going to kidnap you!!
Me: Chinese oral tmr!! Remember!!
Yun: You tmr oral also?
Me: Hahaha, oh my god! So coincidence!! Woah!!
Yun: Suay -.-
Me: Piang eh..
She claimed that i was a big bully but i made her day too! Haha. She made my day too! & im not big! Haha. Thank you FISHBALL! :D
I was supposed to update my conversation with my fishball yesterday but didnt have the time to do it. So yeah, it went on like this...
Yun: I nw eating fishball!
Me: Haha, eat somemore! i also want. LOL.
Yun: No more. my mummy take 3 fishballs for me nia. The rest at kitchen, lazy take.
Me: Hahaha! Im hungry!!
Yun: Yummy fishballs
Me: Rahhh, i bite you tmr ah. You look like fishball. haha.
Yun: Lol. Dont want go near you tmr.
Me: Okok, nvm, i go near you. Lol.
Yun: Wth! I will run away from you.
Me: I go chase you. haha.
Yun: See my nick. (Im going to skip school tmr.)
Me: Haha, i skip with you then i go your house. Hahaha.
Yun: I blogged.
Me: Our privacy eh. Lol.
Yun: Our Privacy?? NO! I then dont want privacy with you lei.
Me: Haha, too bad! You are mine!!! Haha, Come on, face the reality, im a man. Hahaha.
Yun: See my nick. (Jojo is a man?!)
Me: Yes, im a transexual since i was 4 years old. Hahaha. So, you are mine!!!
Yun: Your head.
Me: Im going to kidnap you!!
Me: Chinese oral tmr!! Remember!!
Yun: You tmr oral also?
Me: Hahaha, oh my god! So coincidence!! Woah!!
Yun: Suay -.-
Me: Piang eh..
She claimed that i was a big bully but i made her day too! Haha. She made my day too! & im not big! Haha. Thank you FISHBALL! :D
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Jun. 25th, 2007 | 07:56 pm
mood: exhausted
Love me when i least deserve it, because that's when i really need it.
A man with a watch knows what time it is. A man with two watches is never sure.
Why doesnt kill me makes me stronger?
No matter which way you ride, it's uphill and against the wind.
You can learn little from victory but you can learn everything from defeat.
Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration.
Everything is OKAY in the end. If it is NOT OKAY, it is not the end.
The problem with any unwritten law is that you dont know where to go to erase it.
Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love.
Faults ae thick where love is thin.
It doesnt matter who you love or how you love but that you love.
The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
If i know what love is, it is because of you.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong but sometimes, it is letting go.
True friends are there during your hard times and if they dont, they are not your true friends in the first place.
A man with a watch knows what time it is. A man with two watches is never sure.
Why doesnt kill me makes me stronger?
No matter which way you ride, it's uphill and against the wind.
You can learn little from victory but you can learn everything from defeat.
Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration.
Everything is OKAY in the end. If it is NOT OKAY, it is not the end.
The problem with any unwritten law is that you dont know where to go to erase it.
Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love.
Faults ae thick where love is thin.
It doesnt matter who you love or how you love but that you love.
The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
If i know what love is, it is because of you.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong but sometimes, it is letting go.
True friends are there during your hard times and if they dont, they are not your true friends in the first place.
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this song is nice to me.
Jun. 20th, 2007 | 05:19 pm
mood: 
accomplished
A korean one, My Girl OST. may be loud for you all yeah. :)